InTroduction??

Hello,welcome to my life(more like welcome to months)....Honestly its hard been me and also very depressing...most times i know i am suffering from dystymia but what can i do huh?Look at me a 20yr old virgin..never been on a date,only been kissed by 1 guy in my 20yrs and never had a boyfrnd(i did have one tho he was a catfish but thats a story for another day).My life is a messsss .....The only thing that i have going on for me right now is the fact that God has blessed me enough to give me and the family good health and life which i am very thankful for..aside these points 😣 its downhill from here.An addict brother,a dad who doesnt take advice or listen to people and my boringggg life day to day.Honestly i have no friends which is disturbing...people have fake friends and i dont even have d ones who are willng to fake it.
So its a new day and i am hoping for better things in the new year ..more money in d bag (Obviously)..Looking for a job is so fucking hard(Sorry i didnt mention that i was a "graduate").Anyways......On this blog of mine i will b sharing stories from my life and mostly my mind because the most activity that goes on in my life take place in my head.