What is this Life? -A must read if you loved this life

Life

Life is full of nothingness
a temporary home of hollowness
with a delusional jolliness
For now here is the happiness
But eventually here comes the sadness

Life , a true paradigm of day and night
In the morning a radiance look and bright
And nighttime, the brightness has lost its light
I am happy when I chose wrong and turn right
But am sad when I chose THIS and result THAT ?

This life doesn't love me back though
So much I am going sacrifice for life
To the extent I can hurt any life
To live a life for my own life
A life I will be lay out and leave

Aftermath ,I will sleep there alone
A new home called grave
Beside me my earning deeds
Caressing me and torturing
For that life , I have lived
For that time, I have wasted
For that period , I have wronged
For that moment, I have helped
Oh life, why i adore so much
Then loves less its element
Thats the question i would have

Then i knew life is sweet
Now i believe nothing sweet forever
Then i knew life is long
Now i realised nothing last forever
Oh life,a delusional enjoyment