I used to obsessed with being successful and making that million. As I got older, I've come to believe that making the most of your life does not always look like success. I've come to believe this because I haven't made a million or become a captain of industry. So now I entertain myself by taking online courses and fixing the cars and doing repairs on the house. BTW online courses are great, I use coursera and edx. They're free and very educational.