wow tet, this post is really helpful.I've searched Agoraphobia btw ahahaha. I hope this post will reach many souls whose depressed. Truly, the best testimony came to those who experience it themselves. Obviously, I do not know ,I'm guilty of it... I'm one of the people who also told you...Its all in the mind but you are right.... Nobody wanted it if you can control it, surely you've done it a while back. I am happy you're able to stand again with God's grace. Lets surrender everything to HIM, I know He will carry us through the dark tunnels in our journey. You will not hear the word its all the mind from me again:) thank you for opening this up.