It is alright to have an idol someone who you look up to as your inspiration, but trying to live or do things as your idol do is a form of weakness and fake life. You must learn and try to be yourself by appreciating who you are tat is the sure way to live a happy life
Yeah, idols can be a source of inspiration, but they won't walk the walk in your place, if you want to emulate them. If all someone wants is to feel a tiny part of the successes (or failures), then be a fan.