I Was Just Fine

 Things changed I can feel it. It's not the same. I wanted to pretend that I was ok so that you would think I was. I never meant to hurt you, but hurting the people I care about the most seems to be my specialty. I know that I hate the word promise but when you said it I thought I Could believe in it again. Things changed we don't talk anymore we just accept each other's pain. I said I would be there I tried and tried then I finally got the hint there was never a spot for me. I was fighting for one. There wasn't a spot because you didn't need me or want me anywhere in your life you wanted change and that change meant saying goodbye. I never got to tell you but I love you and now I am too saying goodbye but this time forever it won't be just a word.