I don't know what went down in the past but it's a small community right now and we have seen plenty of issues over the past few years which were aggravated by people refusing to talk it out and get the problems settled. You've obviously had some as well but your attitude is good to come back and make the peace so hopefully you can get back into STEEM properly and feel at home again.
There is no point in people hanging onto grudges within a small group and it's better to get them settled and move forward as we want everybody to enjoy being part of the community.
Welcome back and hope you stay this time for the long haul.
Much appreciated 👍