I use to have AMAZING energy, all the time!! I would be smiling and laughing 24/7!! Happy and optimistic no matter what. I didn’t care what anybody thought, I was myself and was 100% okay with that.
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Somehow over the past 5 years I’ve lost that positive energy & replaced it with mostly anxiety. There’s been so many things that have changed me and got in the way of me being me..
I stopped focusing on what was good for me and my soul and my energy. Drugs probably played a huge part. Hanging around the wrong kind of people. People who didn’t make me feel good about myself. Doing things that didn’t make me feel good about myself! Putting myself down and listening to those who did..
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I completely lost myself for a long time.. my confidence, my carefree personality, smiling, laughing and helping others. I do feel like I’m getting back to being me and I know everything happens for a reason. I don’t feel lost, I feel like I am creating me by remembering who I am & by using all of the experiences that have taught me lessons and given me strength.
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I haven’t even thought about the importance of energy for a while....
Energy is everything. And it’s something I’m going to be focusing on a lot from now on. I will be taking care of my own energy and doing what I need to do for me and what I love. No more saying yes when I mean no. No more putting myself down. No more worrying!!
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I plan to start meditating and reading again. I want to be that HAPPY, ENERGETIC person again that can actually be social and have good energy for other people!!! I appreciate other people’s beauty & will stop comparing myself to anyone else. I love me, I love my uniqueness & my own personality. ❤️

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