Thank you for you wise and direct insight. I quit smoking until I became homeless, and then cigarettes became a comfort to me with no home. I'm thinking about it still, why do I do this, but there are many other questions, deeply causing concern and frustration to me, about why do I choose to be poor, insist on relying on broken systems to serve me. Well I will work it out, I am more capable than I give myself credit for and your post strengthens my resolve to be the center of my life's cause. Thanks again-- upvote