But Some things are not Forgivable....

Everyone in the world has some kind of regret which hunt them till the end of their life. i want to share my story here and i also want to confess my mistakes that if i have done the different then maybe present will be much better. I don't know that writing here is good idea. I have limited circle of friends and most of the time i remain alone in my room so i don't have much audience to tell them about my life.

We are just two siblings me and my brother "Zain" (i don't want to disclose his real name). From the childhood to the present day we grow up fighting with each other like normal brother siblings but in deep down in the heart we love each other. Our mamoon (my mother's brother) was madly in love with me and my brother and he was very gentle and kind person sometimes i really miss him because he is no more between us. during childhood me and my brother has spent a lot of time in mamoon's house because my mother was a working lady so after leaving both of us on the mammon's house she leave for her job. My mamoon had two daughters and one son so we play all the day together and in the evening my mother pickup both of us and we head back to our home. Back in 2000 my mammon passed away and then we never met my mammon's family again. one thing i want to mention that my mother had 7 brothers and 4 of them are step brothers. (S. A, T real one) (Z AS K TA strp brothers)

It was the day of uncle Z's wedding i was only 8 at that time so all of the family members were invited. i was 12 years old but i didn't had the idea that i will feel love for someone on that day. there was a shop of toys where there was a handmade candle house like this one

i had the money so i purchased one and bring the candle house back to the wedding home and there my younger cousin ( younger daughter of my mammoon who died in 2000) insisted to her mother that she also want one but her mother was busy and didn't listend to her. i gave her mine candle house though i liked that candle house so much and that day i seen a simle on her face "the simle i can not forget" this was my first mistake to give her my candle house

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