Love you hun...sometimes the emotions are too much and you just gotta get them out. I'm really okay. Just too much stress in life overwhelming all emotions at time. I have prayed and almost didn't post this because it's so personal. I really wrote it in the middle of the night and it was going to just be for me alone. JJ encouraged me to put it out there. It's kinda been my goal this year to be more honest about myself and what I'm feeling. So there's my dirty laundry for that day at least.