I'm proud of you! Keep exposing them!
I can only imagine the trauma you experienced and I hope you are getting the relief you deserve. I've had post traumatic stress since I was a teenager from my sister's suicide attempt. I had to carry her naked lifeless body down our stairs and I witnessed my mother shitting herself from one side of the house to the other. My youth minister and I cleaned up the house the next day. The images are vivid 23 years later. I'm finally getting some help after all this time of holding it in...relief has been slow to come