Truth is something I search for everyday. I see five shades of black and white where most others see two or three. Shades of purples and violets are beautiful but lie in between the 4 or 5 realm most people don't get to experience. I hope you do because the world is really beautiful at about 3.95-3.98 when it's still safe but slightly dangerous like a pale purple lilac among bright pinks. A subtle element of surprise and wonder that seems so innocently sweet. That's the beauty of the illness at times. Life can be elusive and grand in my world in simple terms.