The cry of the soul."Origenal verse"

Over the screaming I tried twice, but no one didn't hear me
Only hear, don't come back, you understand, is no longer necessary
I'm trying to tighten the last minute, without releasing it from yourself
But she persistently stares and tells me there is no more sense .
And then I'm torn in doubt, I fall into the abyss
What if I mess up, she loves me, I commit to it.
Gathered all the forces in a fist, gripped the edge ,erasing the doubt
and then call it takes up
And heart beat, beating so often
what do you hear as someone squeezes my throat
I hear Alo, it's her wonderful voice and the throat that gate,
and I'm ready to bust loose but I didn't see him, I break into the abyss
And breaks there heart and throat weakened .
And here it is, me on my silence, Laughing, saying, you wanted something
we've discussed don't come back, you promised . Yes Yes, I understand.
And then I cried, screamed, squirmed, but there were no tears
they fall where they who will not hear where the screams were so deaf .
And the Abyss we call the place of despondency,
At the sharp edge lifting home
And in those moments forget about the power
Stale eyes, there is only weakness, and pain .
I was told the Smoking harm , carries with it death and suffering
Not vertical, lies, without them you will die
Since I realized that will not die from them.