They keep telling me" keep going "

How Am I supposed to do it
If I don't know what's going on ?

Do you know how comfortable I feel in being sad?
When I'm happy I can't have joy, because I'm aware that all can fall down
When I'm sad , I feel more at home
Nothing can get any worse,
And if something gets better
I'm sure it won't last
And it won't take too long till I find my beloved Sadness.