I can imagine that juggling responsibilities must be quite stressful, however I was once told that nothing worth doing in life was ever easy. The same will be for you juggling the responsibilities of being Dad and caring for your kids, as well as pushing your projects forward. Its going to be hard, but you will push through. You have the support of the commmunity here, you just have to let people know when you are struggling! Like now. Keep kicking ass man.