Today I am tired.
Tired of having the same arguments with the same people. Tired of being dismissed and ridiculed by people who refuse to read, watch or listen to anything I have to say to substantiate and support the things I believe to be true about reality and the world.
I'm tired of listening to people discussing the world using arguments and ideas that they have been spoon fed since birth yet believe in without question despite me giving countless examples of where they have been lied to and misled by the very same sources and authority figures they continue to believe.
I'm tired of the wars, the famine and the needless suffering that takes place in far away places while the lucky ones on my little island who know nothing of the suffering, waste their time and throw away their futures and lose the skills that make them human while staring with glazed eyes at a screen.
I'm tired of watching my children grow up in a world that knows the price of everything but the value of nothing and feeling powerless to stop them from becoming useless adults who want to be like everyone else.
Today has been a bad day for me but tomorrow will be better, and maybe, just maybe, in the not to distant future I will be encouraged rather than dismissed and praised rather than ridiculed as more and more people wake up to what is happening under their noses.
Thanks for reading.
Stay Safe
Jim
Damn, that's deep!
I feel you. Working construction and aging out of it takes it's toll on me, in different ways I guess. There's been something going around and putting people off their feed for days. I'm not in that shape, but I am feeling a bit puny. I hope both of us are having a better day tomorrow.
Thanks for the kind reply.
Sometimes life just gets us down I guess. Physically, I feel good and although I am not as fit as I should be, I have a job that is relatively stress free and gives me the best work life balance I can get while the system works in the way it does currently and I live in the United Kingdom.
It's the mental strain of watching society slowly destroy itself and the thought of what might be in store for my children if things continue the way they are, that really gets me down.
I don't want to live like this any more but I'm too lazy, comfortable and scared to take the chance or leap of faith necessary to really change things for myself and my family. Mortgage debt and below inflation pay rises don't help either of course ;-)
As it happens, I am feeling much better today, mainly down to the fact that I took the day off work and spent it my children while their mum was at work. I hope your day is better too.
I was saved from being chained down by my assets by being defrauded of them by the people I loved the most, and trusted. In hindsight, it was the greatest bargain I ever made. All it cost me to become free was everything I ever owned. Cheap at any price!
Glad you had a productive day in the field that matters most.
Same here.
Have exactly the same thoughts all day with me. I can't talk to people as everyone seems to be blind to everythings going on.
BTW, I find it same here on Steemit too.
In my today's post I did not mention chemtrails not even once as I'm almost certain of what peoples reaction to that particular word would be and I was already feeling down anyway. For the reasons mentioned above. I guess you know what I mean. In case you wish to give a quick look at photos here they are: https://steemit.com/sunset/@maria444/sunset-photos . For better understanding let me tell you they were taken in 2007!!! How long this s*it has been going on?!?
Take care.
Thanks for taking the time to reply. It's good to hear from people who feel as I do about subjects I am passionate about. I have been watching the skies now for a number of years and I believe one of my earliest posts on Steemit was about Geoengineering. The question about how long it has been going on is an interesting one. This 45 min interview gives what I found to be mindblowing take on the subject.
I'll check out the post you linked now.
Thanks again.
Jim
Chin up bro, and as my step father used to say "don't let the bastards grind you down"...
Thanks man. Appreciated. I'm on my way home from work now and it's amazing how much better things become when I am around my family. I'm not suicidal or anything and in fact my temporary sadness and despair can quite rightly be classed as a ’first world problem’
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Nah, not a first world problem at all, more a feeling that no matter what you do, people will not wake the fuck up ftom the illusion of freedom that is anything but.
Another of the reasons why I offed and fooked from that damp, miserable island of Free-masonic control freaks.
I'm tired of watching my children grow up in a world that knows the price of everything but the value of nothing and feeling powerless to stop them from becoming useless adults who want to be like everyone else.
⬆️ My worst fear for my son. I hope I can teach him to listen to all but follow none.
Good luck. The fact you are thinking about it at all is a start. From my perspective, the society they live in and the education they receive from the state is designed to ensure they become cogs in the system. It's pretty insidious when you really look into it all and how we have gotten to where we are today.
They should know better (our children I mean) and when I say that, I mean that I believe that knowledge and information that would change the way they and us view ourselves and the world has been, and is being deliberately hidden from them/us. Information about who we are and where we came from for example and what we are truly capable of.
Anyway, I've gone off a bit of a tangent there.
Thanks again for taking the time to read and comment.
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Great words Jim .. I can very much relate and have been feeling the same. It sometimes appears that we spin in ever decreasing circles, but stand firm and stay true my friend .. because what goes around comes around and those spinning circles will one day shake the leeches off our backs. Equally, respect to you for channeling your frustration into such heartfelt words.