Life

Sometimes, the feeling I have to this life is something like...
Damn, when do you put an end to my life?
I'm tired to the bone. Know that?
Because I'm down to the dumps but I pretend to be happy.
I'd like to die beforehand of everyone. Its least advantages is that your boring days will not recur.
Also, sometimes I'd like to shout from the bottom of my heart and then to be fallen from the highest known place and Boom
my life ends...