Hi Natelee... you did not made me feel quilty BUT very sad. I am so sorry for your bad childhood experiences. Every kid deserve a happy childhood. Kids that make remarks you could excuse, but for adults, so-called christians to reject you, made you feel bad do not understand the message of the Bible. It is not about going to hell it is about the unfathomless love of the Father and his Son, Jesus Christ for every person on earth.
They defininately not fullfilling the great commanment that Jeus told us too.
And he said to him, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. 38This is the great and first commandment. 39And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as yourself. 40 On these two commandments depend all the Law and the Prophets.”
SO on behalf of all those people, I apologise to you.
Know this even if you do not believe in God. He still loves you!