You are actually a very kind man, and we seemingly have similar experience and emotion sufferings at least for me used to be. Girls always felt like that i was boring and dull. Afterwards I'm married with a woman. we don't know much about each other in fact. She is a mom and has a girl of 7. She at last believed in me because she found that her little girl loved to talk to me very much and I was good at communicate with child. At that time I found i had a ability though I am the kind of man like you. I mean that we are all not sharp knife. The only thing we need is a breakthrough point. Thanks for sharing your story.