There doesn't have to be another fall. I drank to alleviate my anxiety mostly, and have had more relapses than I can count, because of how I react to stress. If you don't crave the drink regularly, your in a better place than some. I would recommend to keep talking with others about your addiction, and maybe join a support group. I don't personally subscribe to AA because of my own personal beliefs, but it works very well for many. Anything is worth a try. If you feel an overwhelming urge to drink again, please...talk with someone. It might save your life. This is how I stay sober. Writing, and talking with others. I hope the same can be said with you. An outlet always helps. Keep on fighting the good fight @mandyteacup