I'm sorry for your loss. I am 16 months since my bud passed and I am still finding myself getting sad remembering him and the lack of his presence. It does get easier with time but it still sucks. I hope you can get the vets paid off quickly.

Not sure if you have seen care credit. We use the card for the dentist but our vet also accepts it so we can use it for our pets. it is a credit card but they do no interest things on certain amounts.