Thank you for you lovely words my dear! :) <3
It is indeed very scary if you lose control over your body and soul without knowing whats really happening to you. I wasn't prepared to this in any way so I felt so bad for my beloved ones which would be so sad and shocked. In the end it was such a deep experience that it really changed me in a positive way :) When I meditate now, I can reach an ego death and all-connected state more easily as I know I am safe and everything is alright :)
But I hope I never have to experience somthing like that again as it is so frightening to feel like dying in a tram! Thank you for reading my story <3