I LOST HER

You only know the value of what u have when it’s gone''

I never knew how true those words were until it happened to me. And as hard as I try not to get disturbed over it, I find myself left on the horn of a dilemma.

Why did things turn out this way? I pondered

The memories we had together begin to flood my mind. It simply makes my heart sting when I reminiscence those times.

Those memories that hurts me the most, creeping in pain, I am completely wondering lost. And my realization of us not being together begins to rise as high as the sky.

My whole life became lame when you started drifting away
I try to fight back the tears but fail miserably. My tears begin to fall just like a waterfall.

I miss you; your smile, your laugh, your voice, your warmth. I miss them all.
Even when you are no longer here, I can still feel your presence through my memories of you.

I’d rather prefer dying than living without your presence. I used to be on your side all along…. So tell me, how can I survive?
The colors of my tears screams loneliness. The blank room I’m in utters emptiness.
The song I’m listening to, expresses dearness.

if i could turn back the hand of time, i would have made things better. but unfortunately, i do posses such magical powers.

i hope you find someone that cherishes you. i hope he gives you the time you desire.
Farewell