I like how you put everything in perspective here @dlife. Opportunities come to those who are looking them. And it's easy to stay where you are, perpetuate your negativity and affect those around you in the process. Until you decide to kick off the negativity, kick off the blaming, until you decide to Get a Car Wash you will remain in your situation and sink deeper and deeper. So decide to get a car was and wash off all the hate, the blaming, the jealousy, the negativity and CRUSH it!!