I try to do my best to explain this to everyone, and I certainly appreciate the kind words, but I feel like this community has been so supportive of me that I owe my best my self to everyone here. My whole mindset has changed and I'm just a different person than who I used to be in general and aside from a few bumps in the road... steemit has been the community that supported me through all of these changes. We all help each other A-Bro-ham.