If I could just go back to when I never existed, I would and here is why

I'm not welcome.

My family thinks I'm crazy.

I'm lonely and hurting.

I've got issues with my body,

That no one wants.

You don't even want to know,

The pain I feel it's endless.

I always want my life too just end,

Because my life's dreams never begin.

I'd take the time to know you, (anyone)

But no one will take time to know me.

I write a book for my family,

And no one even reads it.

I've got more money then I've ever had

I'vI

My phone sucks,

I even can't write because it fucks up