Thank you Tamaralovelace. You are such a wonderful and support friend. I always look forward to your comments. I know how hard it is to let go of past hurts. Sometimes I think I got over it and then out of nowhere I get hit right between the eyes. Time has let some of my pain fade but I know that I need to erase it from my essence because I don't want to empower it any more. That is why I am writing. For some reason it is like being able to say everything on your mind and then releasing it to the public. For some people, they write their pain on paper and then burn it. I find writing posts does the same. I hope you try it too. It really helps. Have a wonder time away from work. I look forward to when you have the time to be freer!!!!! :D