Very thought provoking story. Hats off to you for bearing this much and yet struggling hard. We, at times, take life for granted and tend to forget blessings of God. For instance, the most important is health. If you ask me, what contribution i would make if i know i am going to die. Perhaps, i would start asking people around me to forgive me if i had done anything wrong. Probably we should do it in everyday life. Lovely knowing you. Thanks.