I really hope you get out of there hahah and I soooo know about the office space effect I currently work part time at my job for full benefits and 20 days vacation because they are soooo terrified I'll quit on them :P but I'm going back full time soon but that's only to stock pile enough money to move to Mexico! I too want a creative full life not some zombie existence dictated to me by zombie losers appointed to be my boss for the next 6 months! Good luck I know you can do it!