I'm sorry to hear that your anxiety is so ramped up, but I do understand how and why you're feeling that way.
I really don't understand this whole thing of blaming the witnesses for this stuff. They simply did what they thought was best for the chain at the time. It seems that a lot of people who are angry with them now didn't like them much before all this stuff happened, and now they get to vent about it. And, of course, that helps no one.