the disappointment that haunts me

I lie if I'm never disappointed
Because disappointed is human
The more disappointed it is because of you
I was once disappointed one day
Where I dare put my heart to you
The heart that you guard
Not that you seduced then lulled
Then you are left running to and fro
Even once my heart was determined not to drop him on a promise of promises without evidence
I'm disappointed with my behavior and attitude to you that look the same
Does not turn into hate
Not turning angry
Very stupid...
I admit stupid for the umpteenth time
But from ignorance for the sake of ignorance
I learned not to be disappointed again
I learned how to be someone I am not a fool
Who loves naturally to anyone
Unless God gave me a gift of a heart
From someone with him later
All the flavors recovered