Life as a trip #2

Life as a trip #2
21/12/2017

It seems that one of the works of A.N. At me nevertheless have removed fear to express the. Because earlier I, for example, could not afford to publish such things on Facebook.

I was incredibly worried, on the topic that ah, someone will be unhappy. Now, gradually, as I feel, something is changing. I feel the question internally: "I do not like it, and what?".

Because what you want to write is something important. It is something that is inside, an inner state of mine, an experience. And to restrain him is a crime.

So ... I did not go yesterday anywhere. Woke up today in the center of Kiev - in the hostel "Borshch" near the metro area of ​​Leo Tolstoy.

Now I'm sitting in Guliver. Near the window. I am writing this text. He brings out into outer space. Yesterday I wrote a friend in Minsk about the desire to go to Pochaev - he wrote that he would sleep well, collect things and a day later will be here. Not bad.

And he also told me - my friend, push! Alarm for every 10 minutes - and push to the maximum. For grounding. Every 10 minutes does not work. But I started to push it. In Guliver this is shy for now. But on the street I'm already wrestling.

Sitting behind his small netbook and typing all this - also somehow grounded. But it rather depresses. Switches to some other energy. And it's very sad. These hour and a half, which I spent now for writing posts and comments, could well wander around the Ternopil region in search of the Pochaev Monastery.

And I know that you can not do without losses. But I will reach you, a life full of joy.

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4 days money came - I wanted to buy STEEM crypto currency (I need it for business) at a price of 0.0001000 - but I did not buy it. was not prepared in advance.
I thought, well, I'll buy it tomorrow or after tomorrow.

SO WHAT?!
After tomorrow, it was already 0.0001800
And I'm waiting ... because I have to fall after all ?!
Yeah ... today it's already 0.0002300

Blinn.
How am I irritated by my procrastination, indecision, etc.?
Here such here the schedule.
Own - I had to buy at the bottom. At the bottom! And now, in a couple of days, he waved his way up.