NA #1 Focused Level MID Lillia.

Sept. 28th . 3:51AM.
Got permanent banned in league of legends for fighting with teammates of dirty talkers.
Even I’m going through the toughest time in my life, still its not right and I’m having trouble controlling my temper at these days.
But I don’t want to feel these miserable pains again. So I will start from day by day to plan and make my future as I imagine and draw as I want in the blank paper in my head but also in the real world’s next coming future. If you don’t do anything, nothing will happen.
It will be you who makes your future. Please don’t just pray with doing nothing. There must be something you can do even you can’t think or imagine at that period. However, believe yourself and believe the power of imagination and daily efforts to make it happen. Then , you will be surprised with results that you will face at your next future. Don’t ever forget it. It’s not theirs, but it’s yours.

Starting from the unranked.
That can be my opportunity to fly to the higher. Maybe or maybe not its time for me to prepare and plan to fly higher. But I don’t care if it’s ‘maybe’ or ‘maybe not’. Because since we all live only once in real life, I have to make it and I know my efforts and plans can make that maybe into any words as I want, just like ‘totally’. If I can do it, that means you can do it too. So please don’t give up until the last.
Thinking it at the middle of the worst day that I could not even imagined, it was all me who gave up easily no matter how other situations or environment affected. Its me. So, I will think it as the last bullet that I have, just like a drawer who can only draw it once since he has limited palette.
Luckily, I know how to put everything. But it still needed longer time and pain for me to take the first step towards what I’m drawing in my head.

NA #1 Focused Mid Lillia
More focused at the toughest.
Feel like I can win mid faker now.
Lets win team.