Wow, you got some gorgeous ones over the years. Hope they bring you some joy. I would sporadically listen to mixes I made from before I was depressed and it reminded me for a bit of how I can feel and it usually snuck some happiness past the guards lol
yeah photography is the one thing that makes me happy even tho i suck at it. im learning to ignore and avoid the people who do things that twerk my mood. its just not worth letting them destroy my day.