Hugs to you. As a fellow depressive, I resonate with this a lot. I feel like I put people off - but other times I'm like, "I wish they would just tell me so I could know" because I don't know if I genuinely lost them or it's just depression telling me so.
Anyway ...glad to see you here. Happy belated Steemiversary, even if it was a dark and depressed one. I hope you feel better soon. <3
"I wish they would just tell me so I could know". I so feel that sentence at so many levels. while I might be sunk in angst one hour/day and calm the next, so few people have the patience to keep trying, because they are stuck in their own issues or depression that they are NOT talking about. and so we might talk to each other never knowing how the other feels. it's so easy to think other people are perfect, just as it would be so easy to listen and relate. i'm done feeling shamed by others - and myself - for how i feel. thank you for sharing this!