Story of my life #111

It's been a while since I wrote my last story of my life.

So I will try to explain everything I did in the last couple of weeks.

First of all I gave up with my dream of reaching India by hitch hike. Tehran was too much for me. I will try one more time next year but a different route. Iran wasn't my best choice.

I reached my apartament in Bucharest and I hosted through couchsurfin in 9 days 17 people. It was so nice. Even today I am having 2 girls from Brazil. I had fun, went out and everything.

About my personal life my gf reached UK and she is expecting me to arrive arround 29th of july. But I am going to be there later arround 2-3rd of August. She doesn't know this at this moment.

About my life in Bucharest, I went out for 2 weekends since I am here and I made sex 3 times with 3 random girls. The point is or why I am saying this because none of them want to talk with me anymore and I am feeling sad about it.

Another things that I did is drinking. I was drunk almost every night and this is going to be awkward for me as a person. I usually drink, I must admit that but also I have sometimes limits in drinking. But not now. I just destroyed any barrier of morality and so on.

On the other hand I am feeling unstable. Why? The same, I can't say why. I am still trying to recover after my one month journey in Bulgaria, Turkey, Armenia and Iran. I don't know what I am going to do in the next couple of weeks but I don't know why I am so scared and as I sad unstable.

Can't find my peace, can't find myself. What the hell is happening with me at this moment....For fucks sake. I must find something to motivate my life.

Also I bought a phone even if I am in a little personal problems with my banks and even with coinbase where I had mostly all my money.

Tomorrow I am going to leave Bucharest and move to Timisoara. NU POT SA CRED! IARASI TIMISOARA! Yep the best thing.

I did my bachelor in Timisoara, I really do love that city, I am so excited to be there again. :D

And more this is my 111 journal posted here. This is amazing, nothing to say about it. If anyone is goin to read this, answer to my question.

Why I am drinking so much in the last days?

And more. I want so say some words about the best thing I found with steem. #steemspeak . Guys. Go there www.steemspeak.com . A really good live chat and voice chat.

Enjoy it.

That's all folks.

Till next time