brother you have the same feeling as me when it comes to the pain of being able to love her and not being able to do anything since she is not by our side, that by simple fights I am in a break the love that was had and it is something absurd because by this person we can give everything, an endless number of things that we do not feel for anybody and there may be thousands of women in the world but the love that was given to this person is greater than anything else, only life goes on and we must continue with our direction.
I just feel the same and the ideal is to follow and remember it in a good way, also make sure you read this and you will see how important it will be when you see it, who knows until you can get lucky.
You have hit the mark bro! But as you say life go on... Thanks for your comment hermano.