Welcome great post . I did a degree part time and expereinced the exact thing you described.
" I am loving it the majority of the time. The rest of the time, I am ripping my hair out, chugging coffee, and trying to find the perfect words to express the jumbled thoughts in my head."
So dont worry you have not lost it , yet hehe
Thank you @stickchumpion. It's good to see others who understand the flurry and frenzy of trying to balance things. I am glad to know that I have not lost it!