The good ... the bad... the unknown

I wanted to briefly introduce myself. I am just a typical Hispanic chick. Enjoy tacos and love Selena.... how more typical can i get? I was a great student throughout kindergarten to high school but then I acted out once I hit college. From the moment I turned 19 until now, I am 28, my life took a 360 degree turn... for the worse. In thos 11 years i have managed to land myself in jail and boot camp, got hooked on drugs, drank my worries away, crashed a car, came out to my parents and even went vegetarian. So what all does this mean? I have no clue... am almost 30 and have no direction in life. I feel like I am just floating through the days and hours and have no final destination. I appear happy and always smiling to others but deep down I am a mess, so weak and fragile that I might just collapse any moment. I want to be able to share my thoughts and emotions to you all. Maybe some of you can relate, others might judge me as a junkie just on drugs .... and in reality I feel like I'm nothing . I don't have writing talent like others do but my words are deep and as real and sincere as they may get. This social platform helps me put my heart out to rid myself of all this anxiety that doesn't cease to exist. I will start posting daily thoughts , feelings, emotions etc and will sample some short stories I have written since I was 9.... follow me to keep posted :) just jere trying to build up the courage to post my most inner private thoughts.