Great introduction! I love it when I come across someone on their spiritual journey or when they come to me. Good on you for asking questions in your Christian upbringing! It is imperative to question everything! My view is that there is plenty to learn from esoteric Christianity and the astrotheological aspects of the teachings, but in my experience the exoteric Christianity that is taught in church has nothing to do with that or truth and is only there to keep you in a mental prison.

I like the questions you are asking as well as your attitude and approach. I look forward to hearing about your personal experiences and life events you will be sharing :)

Welcome!