Welcome back! I've only been here for about thirty days or so, but I feel like we're more than just another online community. More like family. I understand the pain you felt and the tribulations you went through to get back and find some inkling of normalcy again. I too have had my fair share of losses. I am here to say I made it through those difficult times and welcome you with wide open arms. Keep on posting.
Much love, light, mirth and respect,
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