Control of the mother crosses all boundaries

Since my childhood, I have always been completely controlled by my mother. Any of my actions led to a scandal. I started to do something mom at once: "You're doing it wrong". I do not do anything: "Lazy, you can not sit idle". All this is very annoying.

After a certain time, I completely lost both faith in my actions and motivation for anything. Now I'm 20 years old. I decided to develop. I started to record music, I maintain my blog, and trying to overcome the control of my mother. I decided to leave the university, which was against my will, thinking: "What if I do not do it?" I hoped to find an understanding based on the mother's observation of how much work and with what care I take to create content and music.

But she only began, as always, to insult my works, then she began to cry and sob out loud that I would eventually bring her to the grave. The rest of her words boiled down to the fact that everything I do is all useless. She probably underestimates me. Now, with each passing day, relations are only getting worse and worse, it has become a "regime" of total control. Does not respond to arguments, limits me in my actions to create something from my actions, from the previously mentioned.

My stepfather just cut himself off from everything and does not react at all. I can not leave the house, because there is no savings. There are no friends either. All relatives are from the mother's side. Their reaction to my actions is similar to that of my mother. To earn a mother does not allow. Blog to lead too. And that's how to reach someone who does not want to listen?