Hi Steemians I am Rubens CRK

Hi friends, my real name is Ruben Espinel, I have 29 years old, and all of my life I loved art and animation, above other things too, but the real love always was in my art since I was a kid, I did alot drawings when I was younger and I still
doing it in the computer.

My other passion is the music, I played guitar in a Rock and Roll Band when I was 18 years old, and I like flow with the vibes of the music- This passion was born when I see a movie called "viernes de locos" I have the feeling of being in a stage rocking with the guitar and feeling the music flowing throught my veins, it was brutal, after long time I started to play more advance licks, playing ac/dc and other bands covers.

Me and my guitar

While the time passed I was playing better, but when I was in the University, I decide to play more with art, I loved the animation and visual effects workflow, I wanted to make animation for videoclips and cinema, I felt the calling in my heart to start the digital journey and star to produce my personal ideas so I make experiments with my camera and start to learn after effects and other softwares, with the time I did a videoclip for my band and produce more content.

my first digital render

So when I graduate from the university I start working with small studios doing alot of things, sometimes very bored, with a few time for my art and my life, I passed very few time working in diferent studios feeling unconfortable, I wanted to make more, so I make studies and took some advance clases for compositing and other staff and I knew people working in a studio making more vfx and animation for television in a more advance studio, I worked there and for a while, I was feeling amazing, but one day called us that we couldnt continue because theres no more projects to work, so I was 25 and I enter in a very deep existential crisis, and in that moment I felt that my brain started to change.

I had to change my habbits, working in my personal growth,and I started to date people, and work freelance for local people friends and going out with friends making partyies and celebrating for anything, that increases my understanding of my life and my work, so I keept learning 3d art and making more content, and I started to feel more happy with my results, I worked with friends that make rap and music, I did events for the premiere of the videos.

Right now I passed alot of things like breakups I have worked for other studios and practicing a lot at least trying to get better in my work and my life. I'm doing some 3d art tutorials and personal work for my social media :)

My latest render

So hope you like my next post about my progress in my art and sometimes I will share with you my learning life experience too and share more things.

Thanks!
RubensCrk

Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCT_SU4CUeN_W0cRyJkkyFvw
Behance
https://www.behance.net/rubenespinel
Artstation
https://www.artstation.com/rubensfto
Instagram
https://www.instagram.com/rubenespinel_crk/