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RE: Re-Introducing Myself: My Journey from losing everything to finding a way
Your experiences seem similar to mine in a lot of ways. Especially the psychological stuff which led you on a spiritual path to come to terms with the suffering.
Have you ever looked into vipassana meditation (dhamma.org)? If not, you definitely should. I have done several retreats at this point, but I was really relieved of the suffering caused by my dissosiative disorder halfway through my first 10 day intensive meditation retreat.
It is nuts when we begin to realize just how much misery we generate for ourselves by blindly reacting to our conditioned perceptions of reality.
The cycles are started by trauma of some kind, but can overcome by learning to observe without reaction.
I've heard of vipassana, yes.
Yes, I've also had similar experience, in nature, simply observing and letting go.
For me, the acute trauma related to PTSD is fairly recent, making it more difficult in many ways.
But, I've also got a process for that. It works at least 90% of the time to detect onset and walk-back-down the fight/flight/freeze response. It's sort of like a muscle though, my techniques aren't really stand alone strategies, it's..more of a shift in paradigm. I can't guarantee it would work as well for someone else, as it does require a high degree of awareness. A lot of that has to do with being connected to the heart and spirit. I can't personally take credit for what I've discovered.
Thanks for sharing your experience with me @nuthman.
Here's to mutual healing.