"Honestly, I have no idea - one moment I have grand plans to create quality content, linked with videos and the other, I’m feel discouraged with the whole starting from scratch process and somehow have the feeling of swimming upstream."

I feel like you were literally inside my brain with that one. I'm feeling so crazy about it all as well.

Wanting to produce quality content, things that matter, focus on topics, but also wanting to vomit words all over the screen and hope everyone approves.

: /

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