Welcome to steemit bro! Happy to know that you have a supportive girlfriend who is selflessly willing to help you out not only to be that financially free thru your own efforts but the stunning way we could actually channel out the feelings that wanna burst inside of us is thru posting it here on steemit. I was kinda shocked that you have just posted out things about your brother. I didn't know the "leaf" can make someone like that psychologically. Hoping to hear more from you not being initiated by @allerie00 >> followed you already!