RE: WHO AM I: The thing that started everything
Welcome to steemit @tikatarot. I felt closer and closer to you, as I read your post till the end.
You seem to be in a hard phase of your life. You draw a line to follow, and nothing goes as it's planned. I believe I understand you very well related to this post because I am in the same page with you right now. Honestly, deciding on what to do with your life sucks. It's really hard! I studied psychological counseling for 5 years, and I wanted to pursue masters degree. But the school didn't accept me, I got very similar e-mail like yours. And I asked myself.. Is that it? What am I gonna do now, I was planning only on this for 5 years. Now what? I didn't have plan B, I didn't even think about it.
Although it sucks, this phase is also a chance. I don't want to accept it, but it gives you opportunity to slow down and think about who you really are, what do you want from life. Endless ideas, but no opportunity to put into practise.. I was thinking, I cant even succeed figuring out who I am and what do I want from life, how am I gonna be useful in something? It should be the easiest question right? Instincts, your personality are within you, but it's hard to see it.
It's been a week since I found steemit, and even in this limited time, my mood and how I see life has changed. Because I see everything around me as an opportunity now. This platform gives you a lot of freedom and chance to share, to express yourself, and get paid for it. It's a win win! I honestly felt better after reading your post. I'm not alone, and this life can be an asshole sometimes! :) I hope you can also make use of it, and share freely because I believe you will fit in here so well <3
Hi birdlover,
As soon as I’ve read your post, I wanted to reply to you, line by line..
Well anyway, Thank you very much for your warm welcome here in steemit.
I believe in this platform that a lot of people in some part of the world has these questions in mind but haven’t receive any answer somewhere in their life right now or maybe didn’t have that courage to accept one’s own weaknesses…
I strongly agree with you that sometimes, life really sucks!, and doing what to next is the worst experience especially if all didn’t go as planned. I think, we will value this life experiences the most, right? Because along this line, you will discover a “LOT” of realizations and strong points that we need, that will surely discover another part of our OWN self…
I know we are only using a certain part of our best potential, as I’ve said on my first post, Life is a matter of choice.. Now it’s up to you to choose your own destiny..
Let’s not give up on this dream.. I’m with you all the way, and I know you do too! Love lots! Tikatarot :-)
Thank you for your warm reply @tikatarot. Yes, I strongly believe that our bad experiences will add our future so much. I believe people learn from pain, the most, and in this time, you also acknowledge the importance of gratitude. It's time to accept weaknesses, some parts of fate- if one belives- and make yourself stronger than ever! Thank you for supporting me as well, have a lovely day&night :)