That´s me - A diary entry
Dear You,
I´m Anastasia. It is just a name, but that´s my story. 9 letters and 6 letters for my last name. But every letter represents something.All A´s: Adventure, because I love to adventure life and travel around the world. I´m always traveling with my mom because I´m still seventeen. Yes, I´m a teenager or what we are called today: millenium. When someone first said that to me, I was like: Bruh, what´s that? He just said: You. I was confused, how can I get named something like that even if I don´t know the word? It´s like the "teeny word of the year", that are always just words nobody uses in my age, but adults want to feel young again by using awkard words they think we are using. To get back to the point traveling: I saw 23% of the world, more then most people ever see in there lifes. I was in Cuba, Mexico, USA, Thailand, Hong Kong, India and much more places. And by the way: I´m from Berlin, Germany so I apologize for any mistakes, I know there are going to be a lot, but don´t jugde someone that tries to write his lifestory in an different language. N stands for: not normal. Why? Because I´m not! I got bullied when I got into third grade until I got into my last year. Everbody says that I´m not normal and since then I thought that about myself... S: Selfconfident. When you get bullied for 8 years and don´t kill yourself befor it ends you get selfconfident as fuck! My mom is shaking her head, when I stand in the mirror and take Belfies, but who cares?
T: Tough. Nobody gets me down! I have my mom, my biggest supporter and a boyfriend that would kill everybody that would hurt me (no NSA, that is a metaphor, don´t worry!!!) and friends that accept when i grab there asses or boobs sometimes haha love to ya all! I: Interesting. My life story is kind of long. I write for Berliner Zeitung and some magazines, I win prices for poetry I write by myself. I have a lot of luck in my live, but sometimes I get into dangerous situations like I almost got raped or stuff like that, but thats a different story.
Thanks for reading, even if you are the only one, but maybe I can reach someone.
"but sometimes I get into dangerous situations, like I almost got raped or stuff like that, but thats another story."
I know this is just a line in a full piece of information, and I don't mean to make things too serious, but I hope you have no guilt or feel no responsibility for something like rape.
It´s my first time on Steemit. I think a topic like that is really important to talk about. And it is an serious topic, I know that by my self. I´m not sure if your comment is meant nice or not, but i would like to know that from you.
It is meant very nice and just hoping you did not have any feeling of guilt the way your post was worded that you get yourself into dangerous situations and the next subject was rape, and hope the two thoughts are not that connected. Welcome to Steemit btw!.
Oh ok haha thanks. Well I´m used to dangerous situations and it was just one year ago. At first i felt guilty and cried a lot, but after 2 months of crying I got over it. Sometimes I start crying but there are enough people that catch me when I could fall. Thanks for welcoming me. BTW: Do you know, how I can post photos? I´m a little bit confused haha
That is good to hear you have support around you and it is a in the past thing but you don't mind talking about it. As far as posting photos, I use this site called http://IPFS.pics (I like their technology https://steemit.com/steemit/@cryplectibles/ipfs-the-end-of-http-also-greatest-free-steemit-image-host-found ) but there is also http://postimage.org for images larger than 2mb.
Both play nice with Steemit, after you upload on either site, just right click and copy image address to paste into your Steemit posts.
Hahaha thanks! So you are my first hero! thanks for helping me!
Acquire new knowledge whilst thinking over the old, and you may become a teacher of others.
Well i share a lot about my storys and I try to help friends or people on the internet or even with articels I write for the newspaper, so that others can learn out of my mistakes
How can people become happy?
Well everybody need to find his own answere to that question. But don´t you think happiness is something we are born with? All babys are smiling when a stranger is playing with them, so everybody can get happy about the smallest things.
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