Introduction of myself

I'm going to start talking a little about myself and why I chose this medium

I am a user of Facebook and instagram, but I feel I can never finish expressing all the things I think or feel, either out of fear or pain to what my friends and family can say, unlike this space that is much more intimate and anonymous (to say it in some way) or at least more than the social networks mentioned above. This is why I chose this network to express without taboos everything that’s in my head. It will be kind of a diary (yes like those who we used to fill when we were in school) which will only be to narrate my daily life as a woman, mother and person in such a huge world, so that at some point I can relive certain experiences, thoughts and uncertainties and after a few years realize by myself as I could change.

I think an introduction about myself would be a good way to start with this. Anyway, my name is Andrea, I'm 26 years old now, I'm from Caracas- Venezuela, I'm a graphic designer dedicated 100% to my baby, not so small, who is 7 years old. I live in a small annex with my son and with whom I can say one of the most beautiful gifts that life could give me, my boyfriend Jontathan with whom I committed a few months ago and hope we can soon make our wedding but well, I will talk about that later. I continue (you will realize that I deviate much of the subject), I have two children with four legs, a beautiful little dog called Choco Daniel of the Pincher breed, which is the cutess and kisser thing in the whole planet which brings a lot of joy to everyone including my sister and my mother; I also have Motita Estefania a beautiful miniature bunny girl who grew up more than we expected, she is a bit moody and interested, she only leaves the garden when she wants something.

I am the kind of person who thinks that we all have the right to make mistakes, for which I would love to live in a world where we can all forgive others and leave resentment to one side, although I confess that this way of thinking is not shared by many people and I haven been criticized a few times for forgiving again and again and giving millions of opportunities to amend their mistakes. But why not? If I make mistakes too ...

I am a total and completely animals’ lover, I love them, if it was for me, I would be a serious owner of a great reserve for all those species in danger of extinction and all the puppies and kittens in street situation. As I mentioned previously, I live in venezuela, surely you have heard that we are in economic and social crisis... And this has affected the animals a lot, more and more are leaving for lack of means to feed them. I have rescued several but it has not gone very well, the kittens are usually very small and do not survive, I fed one for several days at the tip of a bottle filled with a special mixture for kittens and likewise he didn’t make it. It was very sad for Santi (my son) and for me, we even had plans with him. After that, I got a puppy puddle named “Chiqui”, we found him in a subway station and he chased us all the way, immediately winning my heart. That same day we took him to the hairdresser and the next day to the vet, but resulted that he had a serious infection and he did not survive either.

Continuing, you see how I deviate, I describe myself as a person with a very peculiar way of thinking in many aspects, although I am sure that many people can agree with me but refuse to talk about it because it is not common. Also, I have a strong character but only if people manage to get it, like my previous partner who really knew how to take the worst out of me. The rest, I'm quite calm and cheerful, I'm not a jealous person but I think it's because I have not had the reasons to be; I believe in love and that you can be happy with the simplest things in life, such as waking up every morning next to the person you love.

Seven years ago during my pregnancy I was diagnosed with lupus, an inmonulogical disease that has changed my life a lot and the pace with which I was carrying it, it has been a very complex process but despite everything I think I have taken it as best as possible. For those who don’t know what it is about, I will give you a super brief summary, explained in my unscientific way about lupus: it is a disease that makes people who suffer from it feel tired for long periods of time, it affects the most impregnable organs and our defenses are against our bodies, in my case (since it gives us all different) it affects the kidneys and blood causing anemia what has cost me several months stuck in a clinic doing blood transfusions, but well, everything in this life goes through something and every experience is negative or
positive, it leaves us teachings to be better every day.

My parents have been divorced for a year, a question that had come a long time ago, it was a marriage that was cold and I think it was more out of habit than love, when things get cold like that unless two put on their side no longer has remedy as it was in this case; I have a 20 year old sister so I am the oldest, with her I have a very good relationship although we have completely different personalities she is the serious one, I am on the other hand the party friend who loves being in a bochinche.

I have too many things to say and tell but since this introduction became too long, thank you very much for reading and I appreciate your comments

I say goodbye, see you next time.